Day 4

Day 4 - your favorite book. has it changed since your loss?

I can't say that I read books. About the extent of my reading is the IRS and EDD annual circlular. I read more magazines.

I do read to Mya. A book I registered for and still read to her is Guess How Much I Love You. My favorite quote from the book is:

"I love you right up to the moon and back"

With Mya I struggle when I think about what she went through after Sophia's passing. I often wonder if she will have any emotional trauma from my pregnancy. I also wonder if all the things they say about twins will be true for Mya. Will she know she is a twin? Will she sense her sister in missing from our lives. I know this is not the case like you see on TV how twins who are separated at birth know there is some sort of missing link in their life. Will that be the case for Mya? I worry about Mya a lot. I don't want her to be an emotional nut case like her mom is.