Today is my due date. Not that I would have been giving birthday to two healthy children today but this was the day we thought 40 weeks ago was our goal. Our goal to starting our amazing family.
Where are we at today. Mya is 1 month, 3 days old. She is now 6 whole pounds. She is the love of my life and my will for life at this moment. Sleep, what is that?
Mya is still wearing preemie everything for the exception of diapers. She is now in newborn diapers. This little girl has brought some light to my life. I spent 5 months in a funk, a funk of not knowing what my future held and now I know. Mya is my future.
Everyday I think of Sophia. Every night I kiss her goodnight. Eddie gives Mya a bath and I get Mya's PJ's ready. When I go into her bottom drawer of her dresser, there is Sophia. I tell her I love her and I give her a kiss. I don't know if this is the best place for her but it works for me.