I hate the bitter person I have become. I hate the feelings I have right now and I hate that I hate the things I currently hate. I don't know if all that makes sense to you but it does to me.
In the last six months I have become more bitchy with less patients to anything in the world besides Mya. Yes there are things my trying three year old does to try my patients but are quickly reminded with a simple time out. Time outs in out house are time to reset.
I don't know why in the midst of trying to make a complete change in my life I have become the bitter soul that I am.
Note to self: "You really need to work on it"