Monday, November 8, 2010

Day 8

Day 8 - a photo that makes you angry/sad

These are Sophia's Ultrasound pictures from January 4, 2008. They make me angry and sad. Because if you look at them you can see her Hygroma. It is very large and VERY clear and yet my OB/gyn did not tell us she was ill. She told us we needed to go see a specialist because we are carrying multiples.
Looking back rationally I think she did one of two things. She did not want to tell us the bad news or she wanted to have the whole situation analyzed before we were told Sophia was ill.
I know there is nothing we could do to fix her but to at least tell us hey there is a chance and you need to have another doctor look at this.
Again this falls into the whole "If I knew then what I know now" scenario. Then these pictures looked like our twin A. I cropped Mya's U/S picture off of this. These are the only Ultrasound pictures I have of just Sophia. I have one last picture of Sophia and Mya the tops of their head on February28, 2008. I wish they would have given me more pictures of just Sophia.

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